December 2010
18 posts
"I don't no want it
No, I can’t want it anymore. Something has changed within me something is not the same.”
It’s true. Strangely enough. I’ll tell you more when I’m sure it’s more real than it is right now.
Hi my name is Zander.
I’m very particular about everything…Spelling, music, usage of our English language. I can be very difficult at times. Hard to be around and hard to handle, it’s the way I act. I’m self conscious about it; however, I refuse to change who I am for other people so I stick by my self hoping that at some point someone will like me for exactly what I am....
My fault for trying to skip a song I guess
Most of you don’t know this, but over the past three years my life has followed the guidelines of a particular CD I like. Not on purpose it just kind of happened.I thought that when it made it to this part of the CD everything would be good. I was wrong. lol. You probably think I’m crazy but it’s insane how well I relate and how in sequence everything happened.
This just got me way ups into fashion. "T →
If ever I had a soul this proves its existence. Sometimes a hard thing is even more hard than it seems. Something doesn’t feel right inside me.
From my point of view the population of the world is turning too similar to one another. The more alike everyone else becomes the more alienated I feel from everyone I know. Now nearly everyone I know now smokes pot and parties on a regular basis, and everyone’s values have slipped for selfish (or stupid) reasons. Vegans have eaten meat, and Christians have had sex far too soon. I’m...
It's kinda infuriating
to think that you didn’t realize that was mine, who else brings pizza home. Plus when a pizza is your I say “Hey I brought this pizza home for you.” I guess I’m the only person with enough courtesy to even think about anything, ever.
In other news, things have been pretty good. I’ve been trying to prevent things from turning into a double-edged sword. Ex. having a...
Wandering the orchard, through burning dormant eyes on a lamp lit plane.
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I imagine things, through cold eyes asleep.
Adventure
I describe is as such mostly because I don’t know what else to refer to it as thus far. Maybe something else soon, but for now I’m fine with our adventure. I do enjoy you. I enjoy a lot of things. I just don’t know how much I believe in myself. It’s funny how things play out in my mind.
Apoop.
I should go shower before it’s too late and I accidentally look like...
Ra Ra Ah-Ah-Ah Roma Roma-ma Ga Ga Ooh La La:
(Yep)
lol.
I think it would be best for me to leave this one to myself for once. I’ll write about it on here but other than that I need to work some stuff out on my own. :) I think it’s one of the steps I’ll be taking to further my adulthood.
I’m weighing options, putting things together. I’m not so sure that it would be a bad idea to try and move it along. If I...
Wish
“I’ll buy you a diamond if you want me to. Now past the world, past the world we fly. And we would hide yeah we flew high, finally you met me in your dreams.”
Let’s say I made a wish for something and it came true. Could it be coincidental or do you believe in fate. I’m unsure right now how exactly I feel. The universe could be trying to tell me something....
Oh, *Motorola
I’ve fallen over you. it’s the way you do the things you do that makes me fall in love with you. *Motorola. I’m in love with you are you in love with me too?
I’m not anymore, and I’m glad. I think I finally reached the point where I am not actually in love with you anymore. :D It took a long time to get to here. I still do want to talk to you again one day. The part...